This is me

This is me.

Being 18 is what I've always wanted. Being legal is what most kids wants.
But to me, celebrating my 18th birthday is what i always wanted. Surrounded by my good friends and just enjoy the day. Love; I'm too young to think bout it. Crushes, monkey-love, they're just some common things that all of us have been thru. I do love my life. Great-caring-understanding-loving families and friends. I'm not a smoker not a drinker not some girl who likes to chill under the blocks. To me, i feel cheap even though i don't do that. Cos I've been thru so much. Guys cheating on me, making use of me as. Sometimes, i just entertain them just for fun and nothing else but some, its off limit. I'm gonna be in a new environment soon and I'm not sure whether i could bear with it or not. My weakness; Hot guys. I'm easily influenced by them. I cant even trust myself.

I wanna be someone whom people will respect me. I don't wanna be treated as if I'm just a doll. Ive got someone in my heart whom i really like most.

As I'm typing, my ex boyfriend called me. I didn't answer his call. I do miss him but I'm always cheated by him. I cant trust him but i do love him. This month was supposed to be our 10th months together. Its quite long and i know that he's bored of me.

My motive bout this blog is to let people know that humans aren't perfect and all of us has our own mistakes. It can be painful and hurtful. But, we must accept the facts. I hope that my stories will make people learn from my mistakes.